OMG RAYE IS SO NEAR!!..HAHA:)

hey peops..
I m sure u guys mus be wondering how m i coping... hmm so far so good la... by gods grace i m still alive.. things r getting better... only sometimes i tend to get hurt my the things my family say but i guess tats should be quite common for me since i hav been living wif it for like 19-20 yrs of my life...HAHA....so it should be no big deal..

Hmmm REALLY BUSY MAN... wif raye preparations n stuff... CLEANING..cleaning n MORE CLEANING...haizzzz... (tats y its been like a week since i updated)... so far hav been going to school for my FYP n hanging out wif friens...
On Wed went to geylang wif Lina n Ismail.... went wif Is after skool then met Lina at clementi.. buke while walking seh wif some of Lina's homemade cookies...NICE SEH...YUM!YUM! (thanks ehk for bringing some for us to taste) hmm then went to buy food pat the bazaar n ate in one of the Muslims Convert building la (maklum la ader air-con).... then walked thru the bazaar again to get some of my raye stuff to complete my look....I bargain all the way seh... every shop i go i bargain...till Lina n Is oso give up...HAHA!!... wat to do tak kerje pe so mus all CHEAP! CHEAP! la... MUAHAHAHA!!:0 then after tat bought some kuih muih pat RAJA KUIH n then head home wif Lina....

Today i woke up so damn early la(7.00am)...guess for wat la???CLEANING...... haizzzz..cleaned the kitchen...was like half dead arh...then in the evening after all the resting went to teman Lina get her contacts for Raye..CHEH2 someone this raye mater colour BROWN SEH..... surely sweet...hehe..... then we head to town to chill n walk ard la..then buke pat KFC......so many people seh....OMG nowadays singapore's population is rising sia....everywhere i go there is like so many people la seh...SO PEOPLE....ATTENTION: STOP MAKING BABIES.... hahahaha..boleh ehk mcm tu....after walking n people watching we went home.....its was really cool man hanging wif Lina..HAD FUN GAL.....:)hope to do it again sometime soon(pas RAYE la)...HAHA...

So the RAYE preparations continue....so many things left to do...OMG!..OMG!...stress2.... haizzz.. but yeah wif the guidance of GOD all will go well....cant wait to look GLAM seh on raye.... HAHAHA!!!:0
TATS ALL FOLKS...sampai kiter jumpe lagi..take care...

PROBLEMS..One after another>:(

y is it always me....?

y do i have to go thru all this shit.....?

y m i the choosen one....?

is it because i hav the patience n the tolerance for all this....

its like one after another...

firstly u then Now my family(sis)...

i hav to always put on a fake smile n make others happy...

but who is making me happy...?

its like a neva ending battle for me.....

but i mus pull thru..

i muz survive..

I M A SURVIVOR...

GEYLANG!!!!.:)

HALOO MY PEEPS,
OMG, i m super duper busy man... with FYP, raye preparations and cleaning..MY GOD.. stressnyer aku...haha... have gone to geylang like TWICE la this week....yesterday went wif Lina, Zumrah(lina's BF), Ismail.... its was fun arh...abeh as usual i was looking ard for my raye clothes.. trying on stuff, CUCI MATE/people watching (Omg, some of them r really weird la seh), laughing.. haha... We all Buke kat BANQUET...had chicken rice.. then pas tu walk the whole bazaar(but very the empty seh, so leh la jln kang-kang, kang-kang) hahaha.....
then went back to TKC n bought my baju...then we all went home...otw home i met ZACK...haha..long time no see man....lepak jap terus alik...thanks man temankan pai umah....
so got home had a gd shower n quickly kluarkan la wat i bought...so i was like hanging everything n pairing my baju raye wif my songket when i found out I BOUGHT THE WRONG SIZE.... I WAS LIKE WTF seh..after all the trying n stuff i brought back the wrong size....HAIZZZZZZZ....
i was like super dissapointed la....

so i went there again today, this time with my mum n sis....haha..this time we really BORONG.. mcm beli satu bazaar seh...haha i went there after skool n first thing i went to exchange for the size i wanted la...then pas tu buke pat KFC... then we were all geared up for WALKING THE WHOLE BAZAAR... so we walk n walk n walk n buy n buy n buy..hahaha....bought many stuff la housing decor, baju for my mum, some food stuff, carpet..... this time was crowded... saw loads of funny stuff(pak cik jual carpet tgh uat arabian/indian dance ngan selendang semua) kecoh la seh... but one thing tat spoilt my mood was this stupid penjual la kat the bazaar..STUCK UP SEH... she was showing us attitude sampai kene pekik frm me...hahaha..serve u right u old haggard BIT**....MUAHAHAHA.... then we took a cab back home arh(so far seh, cab fare was like 20 bugs)... so now here i m tired n sleepy... hehe....

tats all folks.. to all malays selamat berpuase n hope u guys have a great time preparing for RAYE too..hehe....T.C...

P.S.: although u jus forgoe our relationship mcm tu...i masih miss n syg u so much.....but i guess its not appreciated...

DO LOVE EVEN EXISTS..???

Firstly a song i would like to dedicate to one damn person.....

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset

and cry'cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they love me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round

And deep inside, my tears I'll drown

I'm losing grip, what's happening

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a BOY with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?

'cause it's hurting me to let it go

Maybe 'cause we spent so much time

And I know that it's no more

I should've never let you hold me baby

Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart

I didn't give to you on purpose

Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?

I never meant to let it get so, personal

After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you

I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry[x2]

This time was different

Felt like, I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm, in this condition

And I've, got all the symptoms

Of a boy with a broken heart

But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

Right now this is how i m feeling....UBBER SADNESS..... i guess these days people dun really noethe true meaning of love n they jus are so utterly SELF-ABSORBED n SELFISH..

only thinking abt how they feel n wat they want in life...its really pissing me off.... i guess i jus can trust anyone no more... like the song goes..."someone can say they love me truly but at that time it didn't mean a thing"..nowadays the word LOVE has no more meaning...first day people jus meet u n they fall in love wif u n the next day SUPRISE!....THEY CANT BE BOTHERED ABT U..

SO PEOPLE...

Conclusion:

• Those who have that special someone..n u guys r working out well then GD LUCK..
• N PLS dun be a JERK or a BITCH to do something hurtful to tat person.
• if u eva get sick of tat person think of y u fall in love wif tat person, of all the special, thoughtful things he/she has done to u n then u will feel tat u r in LOVE again..
• IF NOT THEN U R AN UTTER PIECE OF SHIT...
• Those people who have not found love then DUN BOTHER....haha cause for u to get heart-broken n sad= NOT WORTH IT...
• spent ur time doing something really worthwhile....

MAN I MUS BE STRONG N I MUS BE A FIGHTER...

AT LAST ITS OVER....HAHA:)

AT LAST....my poster is done....hahaha.... LOVE IT MAN....simple yet CLASSY..HAHA....pe je.... today was the presentation, everything went well arh.. came to skool a lil late but still in time for the presentation...thanks Ismail for cutting n pasting the photos....

then it was time for presentation arh.... i was a lil nervous...but yeah i got thru it...turn my confidence mode on n outshine myslef..hehe.. cheh2... the lecturers ask so many qns seh...sampai naik mendak aku.. tak phm sudah la....HAHA:) it lasted for abt 15 mins onli seh...after that it was hooray2...haha.....

After that we "CAMWHORE" sia...all the way...... bored mah.......went back to lab n lepak there wif our lab mate/TSO Melisa..she is really nice la seh..help us sooooo much thru out our whole project....would like to THANK u MEL.....

here r some pics...

Me n IS....."POSING SIA AKU"...HAHA....

then after all of that i went to have my hair cut....haha....n then off to my grandma's place for dinner...wah shiok seh dpt mkn so much food....haha...n she keep saying this>>"SAYA TAK PERNAH TGK RASYID PAKAI MCM GINI"....she was like in awe when she saw me..hahaha... maklum la first time nampak cucu dier kai SMART...HAHA...:) mcm phm ehk.... Then after tat head home straight arh....

so now jus surfing the net n updating blog...thats all folks..BYE!!!:)

ALAMAK TOMOLO PRESENTATION.....HAIZZ;(

Hey Guys...
UPDATESSSSS!!!
past few days have been really hectic man... been workin really late in the labs doing my final touches for the darn FYP project...(can u believe i spent my whole sat in that stupid lab till 10pm la seh,buke stakat minum air je)KECIAN EHK.??...goodness..NO LIFE...:(

Sun: SPRING CLEANING...( for RAYE)

TODAY...how SWAY!!
Firstly: went to skool early(8.30am) jus to return the key i have borrowed frm the in-charge on fri thinking tat she might need it to open the door( i was like sleep-walking la seh)...BUT..got an sms from her when i was otw to skool saying that i can return the key anytime cause her partner has the key too...THANKS ARH..
Secondly: went to meet our supervisor, found out that our results for the last exp which we spent doing the past week wasn't really gd...I WAS LIKE WTF......waste my time seh...if i Noe ehk i wouldn't even be bothered to burn my whole sat seh..haizzzzzz... but she gave us hope la n encourage us on....(ati sedap sikit):)
Thirdly: like the day couldn't get worse enough....we went to print our poster kat sunshine plaza..n u Noe wat happened..???? we reached there at 3.45pm....then settled down n start register for printing...so the aunty say come back 1/2 hr later so yeah we gi lepak la at NAFA...then when we came back to the shop>>GUESS WAT>... OUR POSTER CANNOT PRINT...ader prob...by that time i was really exhausted la but still kanciong...then try n try n try pai 7.00pm n discovered that this certain pic we put in our poster the printer cannot recognise....so we had to removed the pics n print...AT LAST BOLEH....haizzz....(so much trouble jus for a 15 mins presentation worth 5% of my grade)(& its $25 ok)

By the end of the whole thing i was like half dead...nak jln pun tak larat seh....agi2 lum mkn...haizzzz...so after that Ismail had to rush for work n i went home la....
Now m at home my legs r hanging really high...cannot even walk already.... nak prepare for my presentation pun tak larat... so yeah mayb tomoro i will wake up early la for tat...

so YEAH PEOPS...being me is neva easy...HAHAHA.....aper je aku merepek:)
ok arh....take care...n wish me luck for my presentation tomoro...have a gd week ahead ok...
CHAOOOOO!!!.....

दोस्तों नमस्कार-Hi Friends..

NAMESTE...

HELLO YAR.... today has been really fun YAR..OMG...i VENT to VATCH a HINDI MOVIE at jade... it VAS like super duper cool yar...haha... VENT wif my cousin n friens..hehe...abt this 4 guys dream of becoming a total rock-stars n overcoming so many difficulties YAR...HARERABA...

after one movie n look at my accent..hahahahaha....TOTALLY FREAKY NAH...

ok back again to the "COOL" Mr Blaque...CHEH2...cool seh..haha...hmmm so far LIFE=BOREDOM...been going back to skool to do my FYP...goodness tat is really dreading man... boleh mati seh agi2 ngan puase n stuff...haizzzz...penat tau aku nie.... muz prepare another round of experiment n hope we get results seh...if not all the time rushing n staying back will be wasted...so many things to be completed...mak engkau stressnyer aku nie..... FIRSTLY a POSTER.....presentation next tuesday harap2 leh complete seh...if not we r going to stand in front of the lecturers like GONG-GONGs....haha..going to be real busy arh...from fri till sat all my time burnt in skool then sunday continue ngan poster then after all that PRESENTATION.. haizzzz:( Pray everything goes smoothly n as planned...

ok my peops...gtg for now...update real soon alrite....उप के उप(bye-bye)..haha..terbawak-bawak lak......

A NEW BEGINING....A FRESH START...

Yo Peeps,
Cant believe this i have started blogging... goodness i used to think of this as a waste of time..but now see... i myself have started..
BTW I LOVE BLOG-HOPPING.... how contradicting rite....but yeah love to see how my friens r getting along wif thier lives and how people are adapting to new surroundings and learning so many new stuff...winks;)

skool has been like damn stressful lately....FINAL YR PROJECTS AND ALL THAT SHIT.... "punyer la mendak"... jus finish my exams n then now mus stress abt this...wats life???
but i m in my third yr so alil bit more n then i can HOORAY HOORAY...HAHA...but after tat still got stress....BLOODY N$... u all should noe la....hope i dun get killed in there...haha...onli son some more...hahahahahaha....mcm phm....

so many things to do: get a bike license...get a proper job( tat stupid tuition thing is killing)... get good grades for my final semester... fast the whole month.."MAMPUS"... and then go SHOPPING for cool new RAYE CLOTHES...hahaha...(which of course= spending alot=muz work)...after tat attachment...tu agi satu punyer pecah kepale......haizzzzz..dun noe where i m going to be attach to...hope its a gd place wif great people....

the list continues...haha.....

ok people going to "buke" soon so muz go buy food la...go bazaar near my house...excited seh...haha.... leh cuci mate.........HAHAHAHAHHAHA....OMG....bulan puase....bertaubat la......